I’m a Donald Duck fan. I identify
myself with his characteristics. I have a special gift: I create Trouble
(notice the capital “T”). It doesn’t take long for me to spill, run into, knock
off, or do any damage to something. It is so bad that someone once told me that
it seems like there’s a huge sign above me – wherever I am – that says, “Here I
am. Pick on me."
I love reading a book in a cozy
place. Unfortunately, it’s been ages since I did it the last time. And then I
often feel guilty for not doing something else instead. For me, sitting down
nicely and calmly is a luxury. I just don’t do it without a huge effort. I have
to make sure I finish my chores and tasks. I have to purposefully turn off any
source of noise including my phones. Then I just sit and enjoy.
Christmas is no less stressful.
The timing falls together with the-end-of-semester exam. Which means I’ve got
grading to do, I’ve got files to upload on the university system, and paperwork
to clear off. Then comes services at church. Rehearsals. Schedules. Social
events. My blood pressure is up on the ceiling. And I miss my Dad….
I decided to attend the service
alone last Sunday. And I’m so glad I did.
There was a lady who sang simple
old Christmas carols. And they just brought me to tears. How peaceful it was to
let the melody and lyrics sink in. how comforting it was to be able to
communicate with God, to experience Him, to comprehend that He is more than
enough for me.
I share this Donald Duck picture
on my Facebook wall every single year. It becomes a reminder for me what
Christmas is all about. What the time of the year means for me. And how great
God’s love for me and you.
Wishing you a very Merry
Christmas. I hope you also get to embrace His love, this Christmas and always!
